The title should read The Detestable Liz Emerson.
She is a popular, beautiful high school student with a long list of boyfriends, friends and admirers- in short Liz Emerson is the girl you love to hate. She embodies all the horrible things you remember from high school: bullying, manipulation, and the “cool kids”. Think the Plastics from Mean Girls, but with a dark twist.
The story is narrated by a mystery person revealed only in the last pages of the book, but if you read carefully enough it is easy to figure out just who the person is. The story centers on Liz Emerson, a popular girl in Meridian (Idaho, I assume) who has learned to navigate life according to the suffocating social pressures of her peers and who plans to commit suicide by crashing her car.
Once a shy girl, Liz decided to no longer be an object acted upon, but be a force that acts upon objects. Oh, yeah, there are lot of physics analogies thrown in. Anyway, there is a quote from the book that describes Liz accurately,
“The only other option was to be what Mackenzie was. An object in motion that would stay in motion, even it if meant flattening everything in her path” (p. 116).
Mackenzie was a popular girl who teased a new girl at school for being different. Liz wants to be like Mackenzie, and that part about “flattening everything in her path” is no joke as Liz does a significant amount of damage to the people around her:
Bully and tease mercilessly-check.
Cheat on boyfriend with various guys -check.
Introduce drugs to one of her best friends, get her hooked, then ignore the obvious signs that her friend has become a drug addict- check.
Pressure her friend to get an abortion, then hook up with friend’s boyfriend-check.
Drink, get drugged out and take no responsibility for her actions- check.
Passively-aggressively attack her teachers in order to be “cool”- check.
Destroy an innocent young man’s reputation by implementing a harsh three-phased attack-check.
Yup.
But don’t worry, Liz Emerson is exceptional, she’s dazzling, she’s fantastic, she is the wonderful, unstoppable, unsinkable Liz Emerson. Like a rare butterfly she just needs to spread her wings and…okay, yeah, not really.
The author, Amy Zhang, really wants us to connect with Liz, the problem is I don’t, because Liz is a selfish, vain, petty bully that knows exactly what she is doing-and cares– but does not stop. She continues to be an awful human being and feel bad about her actions, yet continues to be bad.
Seriously?
On top of that there are no consequences to her actions. This girl gets away with everything and the people that she hurts forgive her because…..
Well, I don’t know why exactly.
Liam, the young man she destroyed socially, once caught her staring up at the sky with a look “so vulnerable and indignant” (p 204) he decides to forgive her cruelty because “he realized that Liz Emerson yearned for beautiful things too” (204).
What?!
Zhang does a great job of telling the reader Liz Emerson is a good person, but does a very poor job of showing she is good. We get the various perspectives of her friends and admirers, but those snapshots do very little to convince me that Liz is a person worth forgiving which is a shame because she deals with an incredible amount of self loathing and regret. Again, she cares about the damage she does to those around her, but refuses to do anything about it. That is crux of the problem. How can I root for a protagonist that refuses to own up?
Though I ranted here in the review, I can’t say that I hate the book or Liz. The story hit me in the feels, especially in the final pages. I get the angst, the anger, the self-hatred that Liz goes through (who wouldn’t?) and I understand, were Liz a real person, her suicide attempt would be the defining moment of her life. It certainly is something to sympathize with.
This is Zhang’s first novel and she does an excellent job at recreating teenage dialogue, and her prose, while not entirely lyrical, does have an easy flow. Sometimes, however, it disintegrates into flowery language and corny lines and some sentences that just don’t make sense-“she is so pale that her skin is almost green” (p.70)- but if I hadn’t known any better, I would have assumed that Amy Zhang had written plenty of novels before this.
I do recommend this book. If anyone else has read it let me know. This is the type of novel that gets readers talking and really, isn’t that what books are supposed to do?
Zhang, Amy. Falling into Place. New York: Greenwillow Books, 2014.